loneliness

Loneliness

it happens to all of us

I'm so tired of feeling this way

I know I'm not the only one

I know others have it worse

I'm just so tired of going it alone.

I don't want to feel this way anymore.

Like I have no help.

Like no one cares.

Like I have no one to help carry the load.

My load is heavy,

it may not be as heavy as yours,

but I'm not as strong as I pretend to be.

Just because you're struggling, doesn't mean I'm not struggling too.

I just wish someone could help

Someone could listen

Someone could hug me while I cried a while....

Just to have that connection

With someone...

but

not just anyone

I want it so badly.

I don't want to spend my youth alone

I want to enjoy it

This is the time when I'm supposed to really be living

Playing

Exploring

Loving

Embracing

Desiring

but...I spend it alone.

I've never felt so

alone