I am very disappointed in my behavior lately: letting myself jump into things without thinking; letting my mouth run without a filter; allowing "little" things to slide, and then they end up creating big problems. This isn't the me I want to be. This isn't the girl I want people to think of when they think of me. I have not been presenting myself well. The bummer part is, I've been presenting this girl to new people in my life. My old friends would say, "Hey, what's up with you?" But, these new friends don't know better. They think I AM this girl. I have some damage control to do...
I'm going to start now. I'm going to pick up the book I was reading, leave the TV off, do some reflection, and spend time with the One who can change me, mold me, and make me new. :) The One who won't judge me for being a moron. The One who will love me still. The One who will forgive me for acting like a fool. :) I <3 Him.
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Ah the joy of knowing yourself better than the casual observer...of knowing where you should be verses where you and realizing that the excuses of why you aren't there aren't enough to hold you where you are...
ReplyDeleteI know the place where you are...as I am often there myself. ...I heart you...big time!
I <3 you too! Thanks. ;) It's a lot of work...growing... :)
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